I'm back.

It's been awhile from my last post. Sorry to keep your guys waiting.
I just put my blog as private for a month because of some reasons.
Don't worry, I have remove the permission part and now you can visit my blog everyday again! ;)

Okay,I've nothing much to talk about because I just keep busying
with my college assignment for this few months. Therefore, I have nothing special to share with you guys.

By the way, my 19th birthday is over about a week ago.As usual, normal birthday but I have a bunch of good friends. Thanks! However, thanks for celebrated my birthday with me. :)

Ohya, there still have about three weeks before end of this semester. Honestly, time passes without notice, we still have two semesters to go at Han Chiang College. Next semester will be our industrial training, of cause, everyone have to be separate to different area or state for their training as well. Everyone have to work hard and don't give up no matter what problem that you have meet. :) Unfortunately, I've not been approved by the company yet, so the only thing that I've to do is wait. No worries.

Have a nice day!

没有自由

有时，我真的很恨我的家人。
恨我自己生在这样的家。
恨我自己有这样的父母亲。
恨我父母不能给儿女自由。

我羡慕人家。。
羡慕不必担心没有自由。
羡慕不会被打。
羡慕不会被限制一切。

我现在只想跟我的朋友一起好好工作。
我不是小孩子了。
为什么，你们还不明白！！！
我不知道什么东西是你们不明白的。。
我能解释的已经解释了，我无能为力。
死掉算了。　

放弃学业，我不会。
可是我应该不会呆在这间家。
是真的。我觉得，倒不如你们就关我在家好了。
不用读书。。。

我什么都不能做，
放弃自己，只在今晚。
我会打算去ＫＬ　training的。
不必怀疑，我现在就下决心了。
读书也这么辛苦。
谁愿意被打呢？？

如果我能离开，谁也不想被打好不好？
我又何必忍着被打而出去做功课呢？？
你们可以站在我的角度，想想我的立场吗？
我也想学东西，并不是去哪里站站就回来了。
我可是为了学习，为了不浪费钱才去读书的好不好。
你们可以为我想想吗？？

危险，我也知道危险，
我们懂得照顾自己，我不是不懂得照顾自己的人。
你们几时才可以换我自由呢？？？
我很失望。

当个小小的过客

好吧，我承认是有些好感啦。
可是没那么的深啦，保持这样是好的，坦白说。
我厌倦那种默默的痛苦了，也不能怎样，只能这样。

你是个很好的人，
是个很有人缘的人，
是个懂得沟通的人，
是个还蛮不错的家伙。

我欣赏你，同时也非常珍惜这份友情。
谢谢你，虽然不懂你的名字怎么写，所以我也打算不写名字了。
抱歉哦~

不懂日后的日子，
我只能说，好好珍惜现在所有的东西。
真的，真的。

当个不平凡的小小过客。
你不是，我也不是。
谢谢你。

无形的压力

不知道什么时候，
我已经慢慢的开始讨厌你。
现在，
你不只让我受尽压力，
更是让我讨厌你到最高境界。

实话实说
你不会给我好印象，只不过是个人影而已。
你的个性很有问题。
你的态度也是个问题。
外表更不多说。

不要再让我做人坐到如此为难。
我怕我自己会有一天，
火山爆发，一发不可收拾。

再说，
你都能察觉到知道的那一刻，
就会是失去的那一刻。
可你要知道，对我来说，这意味着朋友都做不成了。
我对这事情比较执著也是很有原则。
我不会让它处于在尴尬的场面。
是就是，不是就不是。

残念的说一句，
我已不当你是朋友了。
是你要这么做的，我也不后悔。
因为，我早有打算这么做。
无论你再这么打算，怎么努力，我不会改变我的想法的。
请不要再烦我了，我可是有脾气的。

离我远一点，陌生人先生！

Don't Get Me Wrong

"Just a short post"

Sorry,don't get me wrong.
......

that's it. :)

Final Exam for Year 2 Sem 1

Guys!I've done something crazy for my revision week.
Did you saw someone memorize whole paper answer
and keep practicing by type it on Microsoft Word twice a day?

I was just praying can I memorize the term as fast as possible
like when I memorize the dance steps but it's work.
All I know for my first exam today is taking seat and start writing
until the end. O.o

So fast, still have two subjects to go.
I cannot imaging my result for this semester.It's totally suck!
I swear! sure drop one.

Tomorrow do not have exam and need to prepare for the next
subject. After this coming Thursday, I've to say goodbye with my
Year 2 Sem 1 life and start enjoy my 3 weeks holiday until GAO GAO.
No stress man!Enjoy with eat,sleep,play,sleep,eat,hang out. LOL

I admit that I'm not an outgoing person. I rather stay at home and
do whatever I want to do. But there are many movies that I need to catch up with.
Good Luck for all my course mate,juniors and seniors for their exam.
GOD bless US! +U +U

End of the Semester.

Finally , I just finished my performance with Lex and Meow today for the Han Chiang College 10th Anniversary. I'm satisfy my performance today, Good! haha!! So what's next.

I just Saved my Radio individual assignment 3 minutes ago. I'm done.
Now ready to study for my Mandarin exam and so on.
No matter how, I need to study for this semester.
Cause my result sure drop like hell!

Coursework die!presentation die!
Assignment die! Only that i can work for is Final Exam!
Papers!Notes! I'm coming for you, two weeks to let me study,
more than enough if I reading every second.
After that, holidays!!!

I can do this, I can do that! I can do whatever I want.
Playing video games, Online until pc explode!
Hang Out!! Watch movie! YEAH!

Nothing but MARYSS

Nothing that I can share today,but the only one thing.

MARYSS from Paris.

Woohoo!!LOVE YOU!! <3

haha!!

Peace!

Happy Birthday to Keita Furuya!!

Today is 13th June!

What is the day today?

Is Keita Furuya 21st Birthday!!!

He is the member from LEAD! I Love them so much!!
Honestly, Keita was the first one that inspired me to dance and I love his dance so much!!
His favorite color is Orange, I dono whether he got change after that or not, but I know
he'll eat peach before their concert. He was born in 1988 and today is his 21st BIRTHDAY!!
BIG DAY FOR HIM AND SO DO I! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I can't present him something nice but just wishes.
Hope that he( Lead) will create some new and great songs for us.
Hope that Keita can be cutest and handsome forever.
Wish they can come to Malaysia!
Wish they can success toward to Asia!

That's what I got for him.
Stay Happy and Healthy always.
LOVE YOU! <3

Peace!

不详的预兆

你最好是不要给我猜中。
最好不要做些有的没的。
最好不要惹事生非。
最好给我闭上嘴巴。

你的脸只不过是个外表。
我到不认为世上没有一个人是不会
干一些令人反感的事。
就凭你就好，你也会做些让人刮目相看的事情。
管好你自己，我不是多管闲事，
只是不要无端端给人家无为的负担可以不？
管你是在用什么心计，女人心么，本来就是不简单。
不要以为处处为人好，就可以在背后伤人。

这不是第一次了，
人的忍耐度是有极限的，
既然你觉得这些是轻易就可以得来的东西，
那你可以不必要这么做，
品德高尚？那只能形容神，不是人类。
我不是很好惹的。

说人之前，你也总该反省自己究竟也是这样的。
你自己也是有过如此被人说的时候，
只是别人不会当面跟你说。懂不？？
不要问我是谁。只是想把你骂醒。

PUFF NATION!

Hello peoples! :D I will like to introduce the new brands of street wears in PENANG. That's PUFF NATION. Although the outlet not that popular so this is the point that I want to let you guys know about it.

PUFF NATION

The FIRST outlet in MALAYSIA.
We should proud that the only outlet store opened in Penang.
The outlet locate at Queensbay Mall second floor (beside converse).

Today, my friends and I went to interview them.
The store not that big but the items are display neatly.
I will show some photos that we have took from there.

                                                                     PUFF NATION

                                                                             JESTHER

                                                                GUESS What's this.

These are the items that more unique, HOT sale and limited products.
Because of the first outlet in Malaysia, they need to do promotion events as well.
All products is limited. In Malaysia, they got 100 Tee for every each design.
Besides this, there still have belt, pendrive, soft toys and alots. If you feel free you can drop by and take a look. It's worth everything and MUST attract the youth especially who love Street style.

Every rm50 receipt can claims 1 points for your membership
till you finish collecting 12 times which is 600 points,
you will get a special membership card that can use
for whole Asia outlet.

What are you waiting for?
Weekend is here, go Queensbay for once.

Peace!

Don't ask but DO.

Life is so useless.
Life is so confuse.
Life is a troublesome.
Life is about complicate and f***ing Judgment.

Why human must be so complicated.
It's hardest things that I have ever experienced before.
Maybe not your fault but I know you're the problem.
Don't ever ask me the same question again if you done nothing.
I'm not everything, or maybe you are not caring about that.

Therefore, I think I need some solution.
Everyone is busy include me. Not only you.
Why I can do but not you? Doesn't make sense at all.
Easy way to say , you're pushing the responsible for me. That's it.

I've find out why Am I here and what am I doing?
What have I done is useless and I shouldn't be here.
Just let me go okay.I'm not MISS YES. >< I know how to reject everything that I'm not willing to do. Just stay away from me. Peace!

Photo shooting Session

Yesterday,I having my crew photo shooting.
It was better than last time what we shoot.
But...the weather Hot like oven..
Our skin just like burn under the SUN.
Tzee Yun and Monica are so pity,
they just wear a former dress and standing with high heel.
xD haha!

We having three categories for our shooting section.
Semi Former
Street Wear and
Crew Tee

Everything is going smooth
EXCEPT!
The hoop section.
My GOD! that was the hardest part to take.
We need to jump and control our facial at the same time.
Damn difficult wei.But at last we still make it.
haha!!

Overall, we just took the group photos and
I'm having fun. I'm still looking for the photos
and hope it's more better than I thought.

Peace Out!\"/

Busy!

Busy for what?
busy for assignment ,
for dance,
for humanity.

Last week we have started to shoot movie until this week.
Everyday need to standby for shooting and rushing.
Besides this, radio production also as a tough work for me.
We need to recording and the most difficult is be a brainstorming!
Hate that wei.

For dance,
there still got a month to go before I have been set free.
I want and I need and I seriously eager to be a freeman.
My life is too tired and over heated. Need to be Cool down and relax.
At July, I decide to "temporary" quit the dance group already.
I don't want to struggle for a useless dance group anymore.
Want to involve the competition but at last we done nothing,
want to perform as showcase, at last we done nothing.
Then what we still need to sustain for?
I want to rest, I'm not stubborn person.Can't take it as easy.

That's is my own decision.

So what's next?
Photo shooting. I hate Photo Shooting session.
I don't think we still can remain until last.
Maybe beside me.
Online Dance Competition.
Now we having the preparation and practicing but
I don't think we have a good production.
Yea, we got mouth, as this level, we just can talk and
not really can do as the same.

Maid-sama!

New Anime! Maid-sama (Class President is a Maid)
I like the characters in this anime especially Takumi Usui , the guy that shown on picture.

This anime is talking about a Girl (Azuwa Misaki) who is the student council president but on the other side, she is working as a waitress which need to dress like a Maid at a restaurant called "Maid-Latte".So, she have to keep secret about her part time job because that will affect her reputation as a class president and the boys at school. Unfortunately, when she was working, Takumi Usui coincidence met her at that restaurant and this is when the story begun. How Misaki try to ask Usui keep secret for her and what is the background of this Takumi Usui? Takumi Usui is a guy who study at 2-2 class same school with Misaki. He is smart, good looking and he have alot of admires, but because of this, he lost his interesting on girls before meet the class president. This is a nice movie and now is showing on Animax 715 channel every Thursday 8.30p.m. and repeat on Friday 12.30p.m. and weekends also. Please stay tune and enjoy the anime.

I was about crazy on this anime and lend the manga(comic) from my friend. However, waiting is such a pain,now anime just shown about 3 episode and that is an episode per week. Comic still not yet finish publish and that's it!  XDDD! CRAZYYYING~!

不必要的承诺就不要说

承诺，可以把它当成死的。
我可以说是个不会把承诺挂在嘴边的人。
只有一种，这里说这里散，不必要再跟对方做什么无聊的承诺。

如果你不要让人知道，
你就不要说。
如果你要分享，当然是允许的，
但是拜托不要说“我跟你讲，你不要跟人家说哦”
这算什么？？

一样的，听的那个人会犯一样的错。
“我跟你讲，可是你不可以跟别人说，包括XXX”
承诺不是这种回事。当然我不会相信。

千万不要把承诺当成威胁人的武器，不行的。
不是办法不行，是人格行为有问题。
不能做的事情，不要答应，到时才赖账，你就可以去撞墙了。
答应人的事情，把它完成了才干别的事。

不要发什么一生一世的承诺，你会后悔。
承诺不是能够控制得了，不算就不算，这算什么呢？
所以我说它是死的嘛！永远不要要当真，没这一回儿事。

Random

This is something that I done with my friend today during the class.
LOL! guess what's that? random stuff, cute cartoon characters that we draw.
XD!! As my friend said, Nightmare Go away! xD!! White horse?! LOL!
that is future tense already LMAO! Ohya, I get my DSLR last Saturday
and I have done some photos which just uploaded on my facebook.
Check it dout kay! haha!!Need some comments and make sure that
I can improving myself for next time. More photos coming soon.

Cheer!Friends.

New Semester Year 2

Finally!!Finally!!I'm a Year 2 student in HCC already.
Actually go back to college very stress but I wish I can get back to college soon.
April,new month with new semester,I think will be a good beginning then.haha!
Year 2,I'm majoring Broadcasting and it will be very fun,I guess so.hmm

Btw,this semester holidays quite fun,but bored too.
Fun is because can go out with friends "everyday?" XD
Getting bored because of raining day and some trouble that cannot settle.
I choose to be silent and try don't make another trouble again.
Story end here.

3 weeks holiday,gonna finish soon.
Kinda sad but I need to go back college and continue my study.YEA!!
Miss my friends and college too.LOL!!
April Fool was just over, this year gonna be the funniest April Fool ever.
Haha!I'm going to apologize again ^^

Showdown 2010!!The 1st episode of Showdown 2010 was showing on last Wednesday.
OMG!!I was too nervous and WHY!!the subtitle editor get wrong my name
and! why want to close up my face please!But overall still okay,haha!
Make sure you guys don't miss out the 2nd Episode on next Wednesday.

I think that's all for now.
^^

Happy Chinese New Year

虽然说现在来贺年有点迟，但还是新年当中。
最近发生了很多很多事情，无论是在新年其中还是过着的每一天。
伤心事就被再多提了，重要的是看得开。
开心嘛，就拿红包咯！哈哈！
今年可能是“手头紧”，红包也很明显是减少了不多，
哈哈！要凑钱买DSLR！今年一定要买到。

新年天气很热！热到。。。。
即使下雨，也好像下太阳雨，没分别。
再加上我房间的冷气，不知道什么毛病，下午就吹热风，
到了晚上，它就好好给你吹冷风。所以几乎下午都是躲在“蒸气房”里。
还有一样新年一定要提的是塞车问题。
今年是特别严重的，我家位于靠近升旗山，极乐寺，庙。
从我家门前就可以塞到20分钟，更不用说去到妙香玲那里。
升旗山下来塞，上去也塞，round about不能动。
Air Itam简直就是神经病！塞那1 or 2 钟头就是为了去极乐寺。
我真的很佩服那些去塞车的人，就连我们这些只是要去那边买个东西，
都要park在Pos Office然后走路去O.olll炸到！

说到Collabozonk，最近都很忙，
可是是自己忙自己的，新年到时，可以说他们（members)得空到。。。。
我无言。。Jet去新加坡面试舞蹈学院，all the best。
然后开学了，又开始忙了咯！考试就只剩下一个礼拜多，唉！悲哀！
然后考完试就可以去KL散散心咯，不然叻，很压力的嘛。。疏解压力。

今天看“十月围城”，好笑到我。。。
马撞死人而去，然后孙中山的庐山真面目XD!大多都忘记了。。
可是结局还满不合理啦，哈哈！

前两天，哟！！不会说现在的印度人。。
驾motor驾到‘四百’快，快就不用紧，
还跟“淋巴“考”到“淋巴“的车镜！嘛叻！算！
就讲到这里。。新年快乐！

No IC trouble again.

Yesterday I went for movie w/ my friends at Gurney. I was getting extremely annoying when I knew that is the movie that I watched before ady. *Tiger WooHoo* ...

I have a shock in my life when watched this movie. -.- On the half way of movie,my stuff have dropped on floor and I couldn't able to pick them up all because there was too dark for me.I saw something on the floor and I just simply pick it up and put in my pocket. I was wondering that is it suppose have three cards in my pocket? Parking ticket, IC and License. Gosh! I never notice that.-.-

I felt something missing but I don't know what is that,so I double checked the floor and I just touched something then disappeared, I thought that just some little rock or sand. I promise I wont missed my items next time inside the cinema.Then,until I went back home *ahhhhhh!* my IC lost ady.!!I'm super duper panic that time,double checked again my car and everywhere that I have pass by. NO!!Don't have!! Sh*t haih. No mood at all although I act like nothing.

Until this morning,I have rushing to the Cinema at 10 morning O.olll The cinema not yet open and the staffs not yet ready yet.So my friends and I decided to have our breakfast first and check back later.Ok!finally we went up to the counter again.That guy was shocked obviously when he heard me said that I've lost my IC yesterday.-.- I felt luckily that I have the habit that collect the ticket left part and the another girl went and find for me. *she said dont have* No WAY!!! ask her went and find again beside my seat and under the chair* I told her the exactly position* ..finally she came out with a blue card,that's my IC!!! happy until want to punch people.Thanks GOD! phiew...

After that,we rushed back to college immediately and luckily the attendance just take after we reached.SAFE ZONE! Woohoo!what an adventure day today. hahaha!

McD's life

Now is 3.15p.m. I am sitting in the McD which locate at Greenland. I saw many things happen here,before the McValue Lunch time and after McValue Lunch time.

I have reach here at 11.45a.m. and continue finish the rest part of my assignment which need to present it on coming Thursday.When Anne & me get here,that still early and we decided to went upstairs and waiting for the Mcvalue Lunch time (12p.m. - 3p.m.).There were less people in the morning and the staffs were getting too free and walking around.

Ting Ting!!12p.m.! many students have come with their uniform and McD started crowd.We were starving and there have many students ,aunties and uncle came and queue up for the Cheap,Hot & Spicy Mcvalue.Until 2.30p.m.,we searching the place which can charge our lappy and we going to rampas with the customer.HAHAHA!Sorry =( Is time to let me analyzing people around and their working life.

First,I saw a cute girl (currently in primary level) was ordering a cup of soft drink from the counter. That staff(Malay) was cute!!Like Mr Ronzi,haha! They were really kind to this girl and before that little cute girl leave,that staff remind the girl for taking a straw from the counter which set beside there.That was cute!!^^ But I can't capture the photo of that staff,if got chance,maybe next time.

Secondly,there was a guy sitting beside us.He looks quite huge and fierce man.Watlau!when he was talking phone,totally like my father when chasing someone to return the money (Ah Long),bad words everywhere in his conversation and people were looking at him.hmmmm....

Thirdly,I never saw but Anne told me.There was a customer which queue up for the McValue.According to the menu board,there wrote only RM5.95 for the 10 choice of McLunch.What The F*** , that customer thought that every meals only need to paid RM5.95 and he ordered the Double Cheese Burger set?? He started to quarrel with the counter staff,Anne just stand beside quietly before she get bomb from that customer.HAHAHA!joke xD!

Ting!Ting! Bell rang!3p.m. was over!that means McValiue Lunch was OVER!!Everyone looking to their own purse whether they have enough money for a set lunch.HAHA!Customer getting lesser and lesser,you can heard the voice "THANKS YOU!COME AGAIN!HAVE A NICE DAY!" They are very friendly and looks happy to be here for their career. =) PALA PA PA PA!I'M LOVIN IT. changing shift now,that cute staff guy still working harder,pity =( haha!

Our assignment almost done.Hope everything will be fine on Thursday.Mr Ronzi!!!ROFL!OMG!the cutest guy just walk away!I saw him I saw him!!

Today,there have an event in our college.The Director of "大日子 WooHoo" and the actress 曾洁玉 have came to our college for promote their Movie."The First Chinese Movie in Malaysia" There was fun!and I never know that I can meet her at this time!Cool!haha!She's beautiful.!!



P/S that cute guy staff going to have a rest already. xD

Jan 2010

I just realize that time pass faster than I though.
SO fast,now already 6th Jan,we all in the 6th day of the new year O.oll
Five more days,I also need to go back to college for my study,haih,quite lazy.
At the first week of January,I've suffering VIRUS INFECTION until now.
I don't want to get sick again!!-.- fever,no energy at all..#&%!@%%#$!&@

Ok,Now I've become better but there still have something I cannot settle.
Hope there have some solution or someone can lead me..pray pray pray..

Chinese New Year is coming soon,please get me an angpau XD Gong Xi Fa Cai.
Hope this CNY will be a great,meriah new year. ^^